Once in awhile right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

I'm not saying all guys are jerks, it just happens that the ones I met are.

2011-12-12T02:21:00.001+08:00

O'levels is over, took up a few event jobs but still looking for permanent jobs. Hopefully, I will be able to get into the polytechnic course I want. It's Christmas in a few weeks time and then new year's eve . Guess it shall be a lonely one.
Although, I haven't officially graduated from my secondary school, but I miss it already. All the fun in the school, running away from teachers and stuffs. These four years is indeed a fun-filling one and it will always be remembered.

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

2011-09-27T20:40:00.004+08:00

Dear A,

We don’t talk as much as we does in the past. I remember months ago when we would just talk, laugh, and just enjoying each others’ company. Be it text, phonecalls or face to face. We talk about everything, we have so much fun back then. Then, things happened, and we don’t talk as much anymore. Now things have changed, we have from being strangers to friends to close friends to lovers to friends and back to strangers.

I miss your voice and the sound of your laugh.

Love,
Sharon

I miss you, I miss us .

2011-09-13T21:26:00.004+08:00

You guys can ignore this post, just pouring out.

Hi, where are you ? I miss you.

There's so many things i miss doing with you. I miss we watching fireworks together, I miss we fool around like kids, I miss your drunk state, I miss how we used to cuddle each other in bed in falling asleep in your arms, I miss you disturbing me while i'm sleeping, I miss your snores, I miss you piggyback me, I miss how you snatch my stitch and don't want to let go, I miss how you be an asshole, I miss how your kiss makes me feel special, I miss how your kiss lingers around, I miss you knocking my head purposely yet act like nothing happen, I miss your hugs, I miss how you comfort me, I miss having fun in your friend's car, I miss just lying on your bed and chat, I miss your cooking, and so much more. Most importantly, I miss us. I have no idea what happen but it just happen ; If it meant to be, we will never be apart. There's no point getting back. I wanna write "I miss you" on a rock then throw it at your face, so you can feel how much it hurts missing you. Damn it, just get out of my mind.

Sorry, I don't need any part-time people in my life. You are either with me or you're not.

2011-09-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

If you smile for a least 15seconds a day, you live longer by 2days. Smile even when things go wrong :)

Left one month to O'levels yet i have no urge to study or whatsoever. I literally spent my September Holidays on being sick and sick and sick. After I get well, i'm so gonna push myself to study and eat the TASTEFUL FOOD not TASTELESS FOOD ):

Waiting for my pay to be in and time to shop, been so long I have gone shopping .

I have lost interest in relationships anymore. Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone you love is being just a friend. Thank you for the broken heart and thank you for the permanent scar cause if it wasn't for you I might forget how it feels to let go how it feels to get a brand-new start.

When people hurt you,just think of them as a sandpaper. They may scratch and hurt you but in the end,you end up polished, & they end up useless

2011-07-17T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hello,

My life is full of craps, nothing else to say.

Now is just o'levels and o'levels and o'levels.

Bye.

Let go of your past but hold on to its lessons.

2011-06-30T22:36:00.004+08:00

School's starts, fun over . Staying at school till 6pm everyday, deadly. Ohwell, it's o'levels. 112days to o's, seems long but it's short period of time only! Wanted to go Business Studies at NP badly, but it's 11points. Someone just spell I M P O S S I B L E . Wishing for a miracle and studying all i could now ~ Best of luck to me !

I'm freakin' sixteeen only, please don't let this happen .

Un-break my heart, say you love me again. Undo this hurt you caused, when you walked out of the door and walked out of my life. Un-cry these tears, i cried so many nights. Bring back the joy to my life, don't leave me here with all these tears, come and kiss that pain away . Without you, i just can't go on. It's been one month, give me little more time and i will be so over you. No regrets, just love.

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

2011-06-26T22:22:00.004+08:00

Dear Zac Efron,
You're the first person that come to my mind when i start to type this. Not really a fan of any idols but i found you fucking hot. I know it's impossible to meet you, but i don't really care that much if i did or not.
Love,
Sharon.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

2011-06-25T02:09:00.002+08:00

Dear internet friends,
Don't have much, mostly known in real life. Ohwell, i love all of you millions.
Have a nice day (:

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let us down, probably will.

2011-06-15T03:29:00.006+08:00

I totally have nothing to blog about, maybe you can follow my twitter instead !
My body clock totally turn haywire, everyday morning sleep till evening. All i do was study, movies and nothing else. I'm like 24/7 on the net. I really need to go out soon - shopping, pool, k-box, anything ! I'm jobless now >:

If one day, you realize that I haven’t talked to you in a while. Just remember, you pushed me away.

2011-06-01T21:53:00.003+08:00

Hello, my blog is dead, R.I.P :)
Single'Ladies Night with my girls at Marina few days ago, total fun, we should totally do this more often. Hellyeah, i'm offically back to single. You guys should really chill down, stop giving me the "OMG,YOU GUYS BREAK !? REALLY ?!". Work and work, school and school, total busy. Chinese o's just over, total no confidence in getting A. Guess i shall retake ! OH, and i just got my pay, i'm a happygirl95 .

You were someone I thought I knew. And I thought we were meant to be, supposed to be, but you lost it. All the memories, just fade away. All the while you were pretending, for my "happy ending". It's nice to know that you were there. Thanks for acting like you care and making me feel like I'm the "only" one. It's nice to know we loved. And thanks for watching as I fall. Of course, thanks for letting me know that we are finally done.

不要放开我的手

2011-04-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

Basically, you're amazing.

Basically, I could kiss and cuddle you for hours and get not bored.

Basically, I've fallen head over heals in love with you.

Basically, You're the only one for me.

Basically, I want this forever. ♥

It's not going to be easy, but it's going to be worth it. ♥

2011-03-27T22:13:00.004+08:00

This web is so dead. Update out of boredness.

Let's the pictures do the talking, haha.

I had a great starting in 2011, 2011 was great till now, except for one unlucky thing. But it was still awesome! I'm turning sixteen in 19 more days :) Don't really feel like celebrating, oh well. I shall see then. O'levels this year, don't have much confidence. But i really study hard for this year! School, boyfriend, friends ; Daily routine ♥ . Ciao for now !

When I cheat, I cheat on my exams, not on my partner.

2011-01-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

Some pictures to clear up some spiderwebs .

Boyfriend's specs :B

I only took one pathetic picture of the fireworks, cause that idiot don't let me take ):
But awesome fireworks at MarinaBay on countdown .

Cute kittens at my school !

Paying attention to lessons in class already ! I swear i wil study, do homeworks . I'm a good girl this year, for o'levels ! But every monday, i'm emogirl95 . Every friday, i'm happygirl95 ! I feel fortunate ! I want this to be forever ~

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love. ♥

Cause baby tonight , the DJ got us falling in love again

2010-12-31T01:40:00.004+08:00

My blog is so dead, nuffnang so many views, not even a tag !? Smlj !

Tomorrow will be 2011 already ! :)
New year resolution :
Must pass o'levels and get into my ideal course and poly.
A damn lasting relationship, please . Sick and tired of short terms .

Be a good girl, and quit !

I want that madfucking chio heels !

More independent .
I want this to stay forever . Takecare, guys ! :D

Thinking about her, thinking about me, thinking about us .

What we gonna be ?

Open my eyes, it was only just a dream .

If you ever love somebody put your hands up !

明知道我爱你, 却不敢告诉你 .

2010-12-12T01:14:00.003+08:00

Out for the whole week, and finally staying home tomorrow ! Had been quite a bad girl this week :( Troubles, sighs. I will be a good girl next year, i swear ! My pay finishing, ohmygod ! ): Need so more money ! I havent even done any shopping yet ! Doing planning for next week ~

Messed up feelings. I sucks, i'm a bitch . Only i can insult myself, you those idiots, NO WAY .

There’s no hard feelings, no one to blame. Just two people, who don’t feel the same.

2010-12-10T07:06:00.003+08:00

My blog is so dead ! :@

Finally meet up with Kenneth yesterday ! ♥

Almost one year no meet, was fun and happy :)

And i didn't sleep at all ._. Feel tired but not sleepy . Holy shit, fuck insomnia ! :( Must be ken's fault ! Meeting, mich and wx later on. Hope i don't fall asleep ? :x P.S. it's now 6.25am .

Ciao!

Open my eyes, it was only just a dream...

1 Dec, ♥ .

2010-12-03T20:43:00.014+08:00

Double dates, happy one month anniversary :)

Orchard -> PlazaSing -> Bugis -> Clarkquay .

Saw michelle, yinghui and stephanie at plazasing !

I still got alot pictures but i'm too lazy to upload . For now, enjoy the pictures ! :D

I didn't slapped him ! I swear !

And i'm no longer working. I miss hyatt ): But fuck you, jess :D

Workaholic <:

2010-11-23T14:11:00.002+08:00

Working and working, these few days rest awhile and back to work again . Later on going expo to find michelle with wx and wb. I still got alot overdue pictures haven't upload, lazy plus no time . See got time then upload bahs :) I don't want holiday to end so fast !!! ):

Just because one person doesn't love you don’t mean you should forget about everyone else that does.

2010-11-18T00:05:00.009+08:00

My working uniform ._.

Get ready for my unglams ....

Ready !?

1...

2......

2 and a half ....

HERE YOU GO!

CHEY ! HAHAHA, just me pinning up . After work and working face.

Hey lovers,

i will be going to genting tomorrow, be back in three days ! (: These few days was working working and working. Today ended early, so meet boyfriend before i go overseases . Going sleep soon, or i can't be waking up for tomorrow. I will be looking forward to something. Ciaos ;)

Love you baby !

The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss.

2010-11-12T20:24:00.003+08:00

Pool today with boyfriend (:

Yesterday, working. At night, i'm in charge of the NanyangGirls Graduation Nights. There was screaming all night long, my ears are going bonkers ._. But it was a great day at work (:

Going training tomorrow, and studying with loves aftermath. Ciao.

When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart coz hearts can be broken but circles never end.

2010-11-11T01:50:00.005+08:00

6November, out with yinghui and wanxuan ! (:

Training with wx -> orchard with wx,yh and boyf -> bugis with wx and yh -> home

10November, work . Nice day at work ! Tiring but at least i don't need to face some idiotic bossy colleague . (Y) Tomorrow working too, different time slot with wx ! :/ Hope i don't get some bossy colleague again :o

Your not a princess in a castle, we are not your servants. Maybe some are, but we are not. I just can't stand your attidude, -'- . Don't treat me as an excuse, just make sure you doesn't hurt him.

Once in awhile right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

2010-11-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

Out with boyfriend, thanks for coming all the way to find me (: And i update my blog already, nuffies ! Tmrw going training, sunday working. Busy weekend.

Your flower doesn't look like flower ! My heart looks nicer ! :D

Halloween at Sentosa !

2010-11-01T22:29:00.005+08:00

Blogging about yesterday halloween ^^ Did you guys celebrate ? :p

Around 3pm+ meet wanxuan at jurongpoint, wait awhile for her at home. Aftermath, mrt-ed down to hougang, Jerry's house and did our uniforms and etc. Cabbed down to sentosa, meet up with others and having fun at there ! Okay, i admit i corward :/ Uploaded those in wx/mine hp, others in Jerry's friend dslr(: Mother kpkb, so cabbed home with wx and hm, and my mother chuatio at my looks. HAHA ! Great halloween ! :D

This scary ghost !

Left side : 85% SIMILARITY !

Oh, and it's 011110 today ! Steaded on today, 11.11am (: Tsk, stupid sheep.
♥♥♥

Interview with wanxuan, (Y) .

2010-10-30T22:16:00.004+08:00

Meet michelle at jp pass her things, aftermath rushed down to orchard with wanxuan for interview (: Ya, we got the job ! I'm happygirl95 !

Hyatt hotel for job
FarEastPlaza
PlazaSingapura
Meet jerry pass him clothes
Home with wanxuan (:

Nice day with wanxuan father ! (:

Dedicated to a stupid sheep .

2010-10-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

your stupid hand -.-

Happy 19th birthday ! Poor thing, birthday still need work :b You want i write what sia. Okay, countless pinches horhs ! Steady ^^ Blahblahblahs . Okay, dedicated to you le . Must click my nuffnang everyday now !! Byebye (:

The silence isn’t so bad till I look at my hands and feel sad ‘cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

2010-10-28T20:38:00.008+08:00

It's finally holidays ! But still need go back to school for head-start programme for sec4's . And yes i promoted with loves ! I'm now happygirl95 ! Overdue pictures, mostly with loves. Not in order . Let's the pictures do the talking (:

Chem pratical, look like contact lens not ?

Can you glance at me one more second, before you walk out that door?

Never forget these moments,

Never comfort them with lies.

Day 7 - Your Ex-boyfriend

2010-10-27T21:10:00.002+08:00

Dear ex-boyfriend,

There's too much words left unspoken. Well, all done is done. You just let stupid shit tear us apart. It's such a regret for two people who feel the same but because of stupid shit being apart. You know what's those stupid shit are, clearly. It's just hurt seeing you getting on without me. But, i still thanks you for those memories, it's really makes this hurt worthwhile (: We just had to get along with our own lives. Now, i wish that we can still be friends. 我不想当最熟悉的陌生人.

Love, me .

Wouldn't it be good if you could stay? But i know you can't, and i know you wouldn't anyway

2010-10-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

FUCKMYLIFE.

life in a complete mess

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

2010-10-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

Don't know what to blog, wanted to type out all my feelings but just don't know how to say it in words. This overwhelming hurt is killing me. I wanted to shout it out loud, but i know i can't . I want to cry it all out, but i know i shouldn't and there's no shoulder for me. Studies? All i hope i can promote, because of the break up . I neglected of some of the subjects. Now, my results sucks to the max. Really hope i can promote to 4express. I promise i will work double hard for next year.. Please, let me stop thinking about you. I want to get over you asap, but it's impossible..

You’re the one who build me up, and tear it down.

2010-10-15T21:25:00.005+08:00

Watched the child's eye with loves. The starting was nice and scary, but the ending sucks. Okay, i admit ! I screamed twice, but it was not so loud okay! Behind people scream more loud. Scary, but i like raine yang's face in the movie ! If the male lead is showlou, will be better! Aftermath, slacked awhile and went home. And exams is finally over ! I hope i can promote to 4express! Pray really very hard. I also hope i can get over you soon..

And i found a holiday job alr, going for interview next sat. I'm a happy girl now ! (:

Nobody’s gonna do the things I did. Nobody’s gonna kiss the way I kissed. Nobody’s gonna love you like I did. Nobody’s gonna be the fool for you. Nobody’s gonna go through what I went through. Nobody’s gonna love you like I used to. You’ll miss me, yeah you will.

You walk in and my strength walks out the door.

2010-10-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

Wake up at like 8am ? ._. Prepared and went down to sengkang, things happened just not the way i wanted. Nearly got in a car accident today, but on second thought . It might be a good thing, life is too stressed, tiring and hard for me to go on anymore. Aftermath, went back to jurong with jon, meetup with wx,mich and marcus for "study". Previously, every saturdays is our thirple couples date. Now ? Double couples, and one fucking big light bulb. It's just sucks that, the light bulb happen to be me . Fucking shag now, at some point i really feel like dying. Sighs. Sharon, please bucked up for your exams and start studying already ! And, dear smile, please come back soon. I hope i can stand up again? At least i got my fabulous friend around me (:

You win. I quit. I’m certain you let my hands wander your hips,Just to leave me desperate. now I remember your thread-thin arms.I remember your hands, and how easily it seemed to me, they could rip me open.

P.S. Don't pray to god or wish or every 11.11 . Cause it not effictive AT ALL .

Happy birthday, wanxuan!

2010-10-06T19:33:00.003+08:00

Hey, Happy 15th birthday to you ! Sorry ah, should post on 02 oct de, now then post :x All are said on the card or face to face. Exams already, study study and study ! After oct15 we go fool and play around le ! (:

Goodbye, 22nd's .

2010-10-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

Dream come true, or should i say nightmare ? Lol, i will just blame it on me, blame myself for loving you too much, blame my finger to send the msg, blame myself that i didn't trust. Why didn't i trust you ? If i trust you, none of this would happen.Everything, the love of my life just disappears in a few mins, one second we were us, another we weren't anymore. Know that we love each other, but you let the relationship go so easily, because of a mistake i make. What can i do ? Blame myself and hope for a miracle that never will happen. All i wish now that, this miracle will happen, and i can focus on my upcoming exams. You helped me forget my ex, but how do i forget you now ? I will be independent, try all my might to cover up the hurt. People ask me to follow my heart, but my heart is in pieces now, which piece do i follow now ? Oh well, i will wish forever, wait forever because i know your the one that i know have picked me up, and i wish that you will also be the one that catch me when i fall. i love you, 22nd's idiot.
能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了.

Day 6 - A stranger

2010-10-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

Dear stranger,
You’re beautiful. Don’t let anyone get you down.
Love, me.

25th Sept' 10 - Sheesha(:

2010-09-26T20:47:00.004+08:00

Today is the 26th's, went for yh birthday celebration, will upload pictures as soon as i get the pictures from different people's cameras. Ytd went for sheesha with boyfriend, wx, xiaojon, mich and marcus. Couples outing \m/ spam pictures and slack, arnd 6plus go off from haji lane and take train home.

I'm seriously fed up with my dad, don't wish to say anything more. I just hope that i can faster grow till the age of 18, and break off from this bloodyhell so called home.

P.S. i love my boyfriend, we will last right ? (: 22th's, ♥ .

Cause I met the right person at the wrong time.

2010-09-21T16:03:00.007+08:00

My loves ones, ♥ .

Just some pictures to revive my dead blog. Exams coming in like 3weeks times ? Dnt is driving me crazy ! Omg ! x.x

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of shit. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

I'll pretend that you mean the weather when you ask me how things are.

2010-09-12T19:39:00.003+08:00

It's the last day of the sep holiday, and my holidays is spent on taiwan, jp and void deck. God ! ): Byebye holidays. I'm kinda jealous of wx and mich lo ! :/ sian, Huimin boyf ! Left we two le :/ Homeworks left undone !

Sometimes the memory of happiness cannot stay true because it ended unhappily, because happiness is only real if it lasts forever? Because things always end painfully if they contained pain, conscious or unconscious, all along? But what is, unconscious, unrecognized pain?

TaiwanTrip! (:

2010-09-12T18:11:00.017+08:00

Click for larger view, 7days6nights in taiwan .

First pic: Their lays are in boxes, cute . Damn huge dead sunflower.
Second pic: Damn huge icecream! Shared with linda, and it costs 1.20sgd only !

I cant take the whole taipei101 ! Sad, and want take the lift need to pay 1000twd, which is around 45sgd!

First pic: Isn't my mother cute !? She carried me around taipei101 outside. Laughs!
Second pic: Haha, some herbal tea in milk bottle :x Relieve childhood!

1st pic, (2nd pic from left) : It's what doreamon like to eat !

Cool lift or what ? Two doors on the side, sofa in the lift, spacious space, gorgeous decoration!

This is my Motel room for the night ! Different rooms got different themes, the bath tub got jazucci and tv infront of you !

Damn huge REAL lingzhi .

At the end of the performance, the performancers started pull the auidence up the stage and dance. I got pulled up and i ran back and sit at my seat. And the same person pulled me up again, this time she hold my hand all the way up the stage. I unknowginly become the bride for the dance ._. The first picture is the end of the "wedding ceremony" , the groom is supposed to carry the bride around . I was so damn scared ! damn high, i hold the chair damn tightly lo :x In the end, my uncle and auntie started to tease me saying that i come taiwan for wedding de :/

Ktv with linda! Their ktv is put 10twd(45cents) inside and you can choose one song to sing .

sorry for the damn small picture, click for larger view!

their popcorn got green, orange and yellow colour .

ever seen before this icecream in idol's dramas ? Haha !

2nd pciture from left: The cow stole my cap ! :b

1st picture: i have no idea why the 2nd picture is so blur, i was feeding the rabbits ! (Y)
2nd picure: Must play fireworks play till shuang !

Oysters freshly from the sea, i don't really like oysters, but this is (Y) .

2nd pic:i was wearong my dad's jacket .

Second pic: 2000twd (90sgd) wristlet , you love it ? My mother bought the one i want ): And every wristlet only got one stock . Sighs :/

I'm staying on 56storey ^^

Oh, on the last day, there's like taifeng at the ocean, not sure whether going to japan,china or taiwan. Taiwan was having huge rain and wind. One of our sites are canceled ): Once, i step out of the hotel, i nearly get blown away. That's how big the wind is ! My plane also delayed due to the wind, nearly can't come back . Was lucky, and expierence something that will never happened in singapore :b

i miss someone badly there :/

I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.

2010-09-03T14:27:00.004+08:00

Going out soon to meet wanxuan for lan gaming. And tomorrow i will be flying to taiwan ! Must miss me guys, and keep commenting, & help me click the nuffnang ads ! (:

Bye, ♥

I wish my words were enough but they aren’t. I wish my smile was enough but it’s not. I wish the things I did were enough but they never were. And I wish on every star and every flame just before it’s gone. Every penny down a well and everytime it’s 11:11.

You do this, you do. You take the things you love and tear them apart.

2010-08-28T22:01:00.015+08:00

Massaive photospam :x Clearing spiderwebs away.
P.S. Click on my nuffnang ads and leave your comment ! (:

My dad's ring, rich kia !

26th, Happy birthday mother !

Bubbles playing in class!

Wanxuan sister's mouse ! Cute right !

The winner of the floor, ( in the middle ) , look like Jacob in twilight !

21August: Yog, gymanstic- Artisitic .

My dnt product ! Cute? ♥

26th August: Accompany Jessica for her dental appointment, aftermath pooling session with linda and jess. Aftermath, went over jp to find wx and mich, mich go off after awhile and went to buy present for my mother. Went dinner for my mother's birthday at Zhou's kitchen.

More pool pictures at Jess's phone , waiting for her to send to me .

My dad bought this necklace for me !♥

Be my mirror; show me what I can change. Don't go, I know that you know, don't let me down softly.

2010-08-14T20:44:00.006+08:00

A little photospam :x

M for michelle, S for sharon . Craving on vincent's hand ! HAHA !

Laughs !

Sakae sushi with ster's

And there's one funny incident, when we are going to pay, we short of 12bucks. Everyone was calling friends for money . Then suddenly got one couple, strangers help us pay . Damn xiasuay and damn thankful to the couple .

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, then you’d bring me up in conversation forever.

2010-08-08T23:08:00.011+08:00

Blog like so dead ! Some pictures (:
Happy 15th birthday, sist !

SchoolGirl ! (Y)

This dua chiobu here, my boyf ! ^^ ( P.S. i'm totally straight! )

7June: Slacked with gary, afthermath went over to jason's bbq with huimin.

8June: Supposingly meet jerry and hm at jp, 2pm. Drag till 3plus. Went over to safra pool, jerry, huimin, huimin's friend,lester and jingwei (: Aftermath, gary came over and accompanied me to serene's birthday bbq which is under my house only ! Home around 11plus.

and ! I hit jerry, hit until my hand pain >: I chase gary barefooted, until my legs pain ):

Hehe, i just love long weekends ! ♥

So many views, no tag ! Better tagged before you leave ! and click on my nuffnang ads, tyvm (:

♥'s

2010-07-30T22:51:00.004+08:00

Here to clear some dusts away, my blog is so dead ! A little photospam with my loved ones (:
Watch the soccerer's apprentice with mich,wx and nazira today, 5/5 !

Click on my nuffnang, and tag / comment !

I've been letting my mind win the war with my heart.

2010-07-20T18:37:00.002+08:00

July sucks, month of unluckyness.

Day 5 - Your Dreams

2010-07-18T19:21:00.001+08:00

Dear dreams,
There is not much to say in this letter either. Please stop involving that same person because I really don’t like having to deal with that thought 24 hours of my day. Thank you for stopping being that scary falling one though, although I’d rather that than the crazy shit you are now.
Love, me.

Day 4 - Your Sibling

2010-07-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

Day 4 - Your sibling

Dear sibling,

Since i had no sibling, i will just write the memorys i had of my past younger brother ? Younger brothers, although you two passed away when i was like 1 ? From what i heard, one of you is miscarriage, another is not enough oxygen. Even though you two havent even get raped by the doctor, but if you two was born into this earth, that will be like so great ! Alhough i would prefer a older sister, but for now, any sibling will do ! It's boring when your only child ! My two younger brothers, having fun up there ? :b Bye for now, how i wish you two was born.
Love, me.

Day 3 - Your Parents .

2010-07-18T18:54:00.005+08:00

Day 3 - Your Parents

Dear parents,

I was the only child, normally the only child in the family is always doted by parents. Well, for me, i'm the oher way round. My mother is great, only naggy at times. Except my dad, whenever his drunk he hits . He has unpredictable mood like girl's period ._. Whenever his mood goes haywire, i'm in deep shit. I will get scold for no reason, get slap for no reason. But his cared for me someway . Well, let's just say i love my family sometimes and hate my father most of the time.

Love, me.

I keep playing your part. But it's not my scene. I want this plot to twist, I've had enough misery.

2010-07-14T18:52:00.007+08:00

Dental app, my teeth hurts ! Aftermath, meet up with junjie.

Ohya, to the hater, i actually typed a paragraph for you, be grateful ! But i accidentally close the window without posting :o Lazy to type it again, you just "farqing" fuck off. Laughs, didn't know fucking can spelled as farqing. Lmao (:

;You in a relationship again, laughs, for somehow, my heart hurts, tears just trickled. Weird isn't it ? I hope someone will replaced you, someday, somehow, you will disappear.

I'm trying, I need more time. You've gone, I'm just sitting here.Don't say anything at all. I've got a thousand words for not missing you.Don't worry, I'm not going to call. I tell myself i'll forget you. I know that's not true.

You’ll never find the right person until you let go of the wrong one.

2010-07-10T22:06:00.006+08:00

9July: Watched eclipse with michelle after school , (: .

10July: Collected my pay at farrer first. Aftermath, watched despicable me with kelvin at vivo, and home. Thanks for the pig rabbit ! ^^ hearts it alot ! ♥

My first cheque pay ! Working as shop de, not event helper / door to door sales . ^^! But only got $62.50 ):

So many views at nuffnang, not a single comment. Roars ! Tag before you leave ! :@ *i do bite (;

You’re the one who build me up, and tear it down.

2010-07-06T19:37:00.004+08:00

eerie not ? Haha !

Michelle make me laugh when tooking, resulting in weird face expression .

Take away food to tution, LOL

Ending with me and michelle dinner at tution . LOL , jason's treat !

5June: Hougang with kenneth teo -> Jp with michelle -> Tution .
6June: Supposed to watch eclipse with loves but dnt delayed until no time. Friday then watch ! ^^
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I hate the fact that I have to leave. But if i don’t, I never will.It’s time to move on. I have to move on.

Day 2 — Your Crush

2010-07-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

Day 2 — Your Crush
Seeing as I don't actually have a crush at the moment, this one can't be too personal. So I decided to write an open letter to the guy I hope to end up with. I haven't met him yet. And maybe I'll look back on this one and laugh.

Dearest future boyfriend,

I don't know you yet, but somehow i miss you, wishing you will appear. Lol, isn't it strange ? Missing someone you never met ? Laughs, ignore that ^^ For your information, my ideal/future boyfriend is supposed to be romantic, caring, thoughtful, RESPECT me. Erm, i don't what to say anymore . So.. iloveyou my future boyfriend . LOL ! I must be too bored now ._."

You walk in and my strength walks out the door.

2010-07-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

Say hello to my itouch! (: Like finally !

See the difference in the skin tones ! Lester's damn tanned can ! Even more obvious in real life.

Cancel the thing that I said I’d do, I don’t feel comfortable talking to you.

2010-06-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Pooling session with classmates, i was in my school uniform . Lol, i know pose very ugly lahs :x First time play lehs . Finally know the basics of pool ! ^^

Fuck, seriously ,what kind of dad is this ? Ask you go die ? Fuck.. Can someone like understand me ? I FUCKING WORKING HARD NOW, I REGRET DAMN LOTS FOR THE FUCKING MYE . Yet, you fucking want to condiscate, my hp , laptop , tv ? Even dont want give pocket money ? FUCK . Say i on drugs somemore ? Its normal for me to sleep till 2pm on holidays okay, who doesnt ? Drugs ? LOL . Really fucking feel like running away from home . Anyone want to take me in ?

100th post !

2010-06-26T20:33:00.006+08:00

24June: Out with wanzhen daughter ! ^^

25June: Last day of work at farrerpark, thanks valerie, joven, sihui, aloysius, jevis and jack for coming all the way to find me ^^

26June : Je -> Acc Jack for haircut at imm -> Je library with lester -> Home with valerie .

Thanks jinxin for helping me photocopy the homeworks uhs ! :D

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omg, school reopening next monday ! Why holidays end so fast ): I set the goal for myself havent complete, sighs . Dec holiday ! I'm looking forward to you !

30days letter challenge

2010-06-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

Valerie told me to do this and i got bored . So here's the 30 letters challenge .
Look at < the side , for others days topic (:

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Day 1 - My Bestfriend
Dear Bestfriends
I'm not going to name out you guys cause there are a few of you.. who have been there with me for a few years now, throughout my ups and downs. And truly understanding me and putting up with all my craps and stuffs! Cheering me on, motivating me, telling me not to give up, giving me a helping hand when i fall. For all those stuffs,millions thanks to all of you(: Memories throught our friendship, sistership, brothership and etc . All those crappy momments, no matter it's sad or happy or angry, it will still be treasured deep down in my heart ! ^^ Okay, sounds so serious . BLAH , love you guys ttm ! And smile always , ♥

I don’t understand why I can feel this way for you.

2010-06-24T00:19:00.005+08:00

Karate kid with jingwei, lester, yeshun , michelle and zhanyan . Zy leave earlier ,aftermath, went over to safra awhile . And head over to work with michelle.

I took the wrong bus twice, today ._. Was supoosed to take 157, too engrossed in chatting on phone, took 334 instead and back to my home . Was supposed to take 157 or the 99 oppsite, but take 99 in the wrong direction, but heng got reach my home only take the longer route .

After work, went over to nearby 7-eleven to buy things eat in the end didn't . Oh, and congrats to me ^^ I saw him -.- Sucker ! Call me asshole . LOL, then i keep blame michelle . Everytime with michelle also saw him . 4 times le uh !

Oh, and ; If your sister work with you / go out with you , she just kept with her boyf, was like totally leave you out aka pangseh, will you get pissed off ? And is like for three days ? Like W.O.W , then everytime you help her book trolleys will ask her first . Then she didn't ask you / didn't tell you when she book her own le. Until you ask her then she say . Lmao, who won't get pissed ? Seriously , put yourself in my shoes can a not ? I don't want attidude you / quarelled with you, but my patience got limit de eh . Zzz .

P.S. this type of format okay ? LOL , or should stick with my old style ? Pictures on top, words below .

It was her life, only hers, and she was going to live it the way she wanted, for herself.

2010-06-20T01:22:00.005+08:00

Everyday was like workwork, legs is killing me ! But this holiday pass de very manzhu ! ^^

Look like G-force that hamsters right ! Was knocking on of the door and saw it, and we started to take pics of it . Haha !

Here to clear some dusts away ! ^^

16June: Work with serene at tamp .

17June: Work with michelle at taman jurong . Thanks eh, kwangwei. One stick of nextchill, 12buck ! haha !

18June: Serene at jp -> Jack at yewtee -> Ivan at jurong . LOL .

19June: Work with serene and zh at tamp . Was seriously pissed off otw there, but okay in end . Don't wish to talk about the 3things . I get scared by a cat, and saw a cat that bark . LOL !

- Love ?

2010-06-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

Good guys are either attached or die le !

First day of work!

2010-06-13T00:27:00.008+08:00

Sorry for the zilian-s pictures :X

I was trying to make the 'eww' face . LOL :X

My workplace

Went interview with Sipei and Michelle . Sipei had cough, so i work instead . Fantasy delight(: I know the uniform sucks . Oh, whatever . :O My legs is like killing me ! Standing for 5hrs continuously! The cashier is seriously get me going crazy, i kept type wrong ! But it's was oka,after awhile . Went home alone, from farrer park till jurong. How pathetic is that ! ): I want someone to fetch me from work ! Lols :x It's12.44am alr ! Yet i still not sleepy after working :x Bye ! (:

Fyi, i'm selling eggtarts ._."

ChinaTrip, (Y)

2010-06-12T01:00:00.006+08:00

Deleted away alot of links, lols !

I'm lazy to upload china photos :X Got 100+ , havent plus friend camera's okay! If you guys want , go to my fb! ^^

http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=1448139853&v=photos

Firstday, was okay , the people there are really rude, they just push you without saying excuse me . Their traffic is really omg, even it's greenlight, the cars just go . Bloodyhell dangerous . Secondday, was plainly sleeping at Donglin sec :X And lester got famous in China that day. Haha ! At night, me and michelle damn high, although michelle is high-er then me . We went jumping on the bed, capturing momments . LOL . Thirdday, teach prischool students (: and head over to old folks home, damn funny at the lift lorhs ! And the ster's group created ! Orginated from lester, at china . Fourthday, blahblahblah . Fifthday, i forget x.x I know we didn't late but get scolded for late -.- And passports was held back . Sixthday, touchdown on Singapore ! Home sweet home (:

Fyi : the ster's group consist of ; DeniseGwee-ster, JingweiThio-ster, JoeyLio-ster, LesterChua-ster, MichelleChin-ster, SamTeo-ster, WanXuanChua-ster, YeeliangChua-ster, YeshunLim-ster, YinghuiNg-ster, ZhanyanHo-ster, and of course, SharonAng-ster . (:

(Y)

2010-06-08T08:51:00.002+08:00

Back from china ! I miss the fun with the ster's already!

Next post will upload about china ,after i collect finish all the pictures in different cameras .

And, i lazy quarell . So, ya .

Memoried

2010-06-02T17:56:00.005+08:00

Am here to clear some spiderwebs in my blog ! Lol, short updates and pictures :x

BloodTest with michelle .

Disgusting right ! It's Joven's shit aka brownie . Haha, i keep disiao him eating shit then he eat halfway don't want eat le.

Gym with serene loves (:

Will be going to china tonight ! Checking in at 11pm (: Most importantly , i'm going with my sisters, friends ! Finally no naggings for week . Will be away for one week, miss me horhs ! (: Bye babies .

Why is love so short and forgetting so long?

2010-05-21T18:48:00.004+08:00

Collection of newspapers near my house area . LOL ! Mich and me was mostly knocking at the doors and asking only, haha ! Didn't even take one thing, the guys take all . Haha.
Looking forward to China trip with loves one !

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love, but wha'ts the point ? The same thing just happen over and over again .

我多希望你還在我左右.

2010-05-19T18:24:00.004+08:00

LOL, retarded us. HAHA.

My results is totally not ideal. Passed 3, failed 3 .

Ohya, just created tumblr ! http://sharonromez.tumblr.com/ (:

There's two types of sadness. One is extreme emotions which comes and go fast. Another float like a feather, its light and lingers for a long time. I'm battling my pride. Living with this feather you left me, my last memory of you.

Look for the girl with a broken heart, ask her if she wants to stay around

2010-05-17T21:59:00.008+08:00

Tution with michelle mother, as usual , nearby slacked awhile before heading home.

This dua chiobu keep say her face very fat, resulting in blur pictures :O

Aw, icepopsicle! ♥

And and i just heard something from my friend, like rofl lahs ! I didn't know your taste can ... Oh well, goodluck then .
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Look in the mirror and fix yourself up. Wash away those tears.
Be strong, suck it up. No one else can know.
Paint on a smile and walk away.
You’re okay, you should be, that’s what they all see.

• It just happened over night. One day we were us, and then one day we weren’t anymore.

2010-05-16T19:16:00.003+08:00

7months ago, break le . 1month ago, i get over you . 7months later, you asked me for patch, touched me deeply . 1 week ago, we were so happily together . Today, you is you , me is me . We are not us anymore .

Although, you changed de hen ke pa . But thanks for the week before, for hugging me tightly to sleep , tickling me to hell , watching movies with you , fooling around , your maggie mee, your kisses, everything! I will miss your sist, your brother, and the most ; white dino ! aw, white dino! ): You promised white dino for one month ): You said forget all those promises, but promises are meant to be kept, not broken . You promised always be my side, not to hurt me, make me happy with all your best . Lol, all broken . But nevermind le lahs . This time round i did cherish, the only thing , i didn't expected this so fast to happened . But break up also good . You also don't want change back, together also no meaning le . Goodbye (:

I wonder this time need how long to get over, hmmm . Another half year ? Oh god *faints*

/. Whats mine will be mine, whats not mine it won't be mine. I love you 7months ago, i still love you now , i will continue to love you . (L)

Rmb how we used to hug like this ?(:

曾經完整幸福的夢在腦海裡頭
我多希望你還在我左右.

I been forced to do this by Valerie ! :@

2010-05-14T22:16:00.002+08:00

Dear, i'm still waiting for your reply .
Basically, you're amazing.
Basically, I could kiss and cuddle you for hours and get not bored.
Basically, I've fallen head over heals in love with you.
Basically, You're the only one for me.
BASICALLY, I WANT THIS FOREVER.
But, can you don't revert back to your oldself ? Stay the same as the start .

A - Andrew
B - Brandon
C - Christopher
D - Desmond
E - Esther
F- Farah
H - Huimin
I - Ivan
J - Junlong
K - Kelvin
L - Lesther
M- Michelle
N -
O-
P - Phoebe
Q - Qiqi
R - Rachel
S - SHARON
T - Terrence
U -
V- Valerie
W- Wanxuan
X - Xueqi
Y- Yinghui
Z- Zhanyan

1.Do you hate C ?
Okay bahs .

2.Who is R to you ?
Sister .

3.Is K a irritator ?
Nope, a xiaodidi .

4.Do you hate J?
Of course not ! :D Love him ttm ♥

5.Do you hate V ?
Of course not ! My husband lehs . <3

6.Is E a chio or ugly ?
Cute, with her bangs ^o^

7.Does D have alot of admirer ?
Errrr, no idea.

8.Who does S likes ?
J . :B

9.If O ask you to say something , what will you say ?
Are you nameless ?

10.In all the 10 alphabets , who do you love most ? *Can be more than 1 less than 5*
H, J , M , V , W . (:

Tag 6 people to do this quiz:
Ghost.

Pumping love

2010-05-11T19:27:00.006+08:00

My white dino dear , cute right !

Physics paper -> Jp -> Dear's house .

I so looking forward to friday can ! Dear cooked maggie mee for me but then can't finish, he finished, macham very full . LOL , got tummy le ! Home around 7pm .

Sharon ah sharon! Stop being so scared lahs . Have more trust in him ! Love , 9th's . ♥

I guess you could say i miss you out of fear ; the fear of losing you

2010-05-10T19:47:00.004+08:00

Just sent michelle to bus stop . I'm prepared to flunked in mye . ):

害怕再次失去你

Afraid that this happiness won't last .

Be my side forever , please .

永远抱紧我
I trusted you , 9th's .

不要再放开我的手

2010-05-09T18:10:00.003+08:00

Cui sia x.x Michelle pretty !

8May ,

studied a little . Heart to heart talk with michelle mother !

9May ,

Wake up at 8plus , tired can !
Dear house .
Tution
Jp

My bed is calling me already ! Bye babies .

Never thought this will happen. I'm going to cherish this time round, i hope your words is true . I trusted you . 9ths, ♥ .

If I have super powers, I would like to turn back the clock. So that I can live that moment of happiness with you forever .

2010-05-03T14:56:00.005+08:00

Eveything just seems so wrong .

Cherish is something i can never learn well .

Love is something that always result me in tears.

Oh god, please don't let me fall in love ever again,

i can't afford to lose myself anymore.

Currently waiting for michelle . She's taking a goddamn long time ._.

& i flunked in my chinese paper 1 .

世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死, 而是我就站在你面前, 你卻不知道我愛你 .

2010-05-01T18:47:00.004+08:00

Thanks Ken for teaching me maths and hitting my head !
Lol , happy ? ._.

30April ,
with mich at jp . Something happened, damn pissed off .
1 May ,
Went over to jp with ken , aftermath went over to val's house and home . Bloody fun! (:
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Tag my tagboard ! Bloodyhell , nuffnang so many views, not even a single tags . ROARS !

I'm on the wall of fame ! FIRST TIME , woot . Happy die me !

I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up

2010-04-25T19:53:00.009+08:00

My blog is so deaddd .
Updates! Sat and Sun, supposed to study, end up slacking in jp and safra , with jh, wj and mich .
so let the picture do the talking uh! :)

Aw, how cute . LOL! Taken by mich .

Camwhores and neoprints with michelle mother ! ^^

I just realised i'm sick , then just now my mother told me i have fever since morning ._. No wonder, at safra bloody headache and coldness. And i totally don't felt sick . LOL , but then temp reading is 38.1 degrees .

Webcamming with Jason currently . HAHAHA . Forever lacking one player .

So, I have to close my eyes and hide.

2010-04-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hello babies ! I had a wonderful day . School time passes fast, tution time passes fast . Heard two news, one faboulous , one was okay. Since i let go of you, everything seems so much better .

Dinner with michelle. As show below ! LOL ! Yes, rollar coaster and ice lemon tea . (:

MOTHER ! Will i get one more father, somemore got eyeliner de ? HAHAHA .

turn the record on.
you can save it for her.
i am me, and i can't afford to lose myself again.

Happy birthday to ME ! (:

2010-04-18T13:37:00.009+08:00

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to ME ME ME
Happy birthday to me .
LOL! not happy at all -.-

YES ! I fucking forget to camwhore at icebar! 'Birthday Celeb ' was held at icebar .
7pm like that went over to find huimin and yizhui , wait for zhanyan and yeeliang at jp. Aftermath, went over to science centre find wanxuan & kelvin and co. Then, head over to icebar . Jevis and co reached alr , but go off awhile later . Drink, talked , and blahblah. Serene and co. came over, pass me present , awhile and they go off again. Jianhong and co. came over for awhile, keep at downstairs . Then awhile i go down find them, otw there, Jianhong siao eh . Vomit only , da jing xiao guai ._." Awhile later on, went over to play snowcity . HAHA , fun but i keep scared fall down then walk bloody slow plus damn cold de !Then, slide down, butt and bao dao the ice, bloody pain! Then , birthday girl must get trapped inside de horhs ? HMPH ! Really fucking cold inside . 12am like that head home, jitao sleep till now . Serious headache now -.-

Thanks for the presents (: Some haven't received horhs ! *hints .
Thanks ; Jason and co. Kelvin and co. Zhanyan and yeeliang, the two statues. Jevis and co. Wanxuan and huimin ! Serene and co. Jianhong and eyeliner . Michelle and huimin for the dedication. Thanks for everything (: But got one regret on my birthday , NEVER TAKE PICTURES. MOTHERFUCKING ROARS! Lol x.x But at least, this year birthday is so much better than last year (:

I hope this isn't too late.
I want him to love me not just as a friend .
I want everyone to be happy .
I want studies to be good .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WENHAU ! (:

Why is it never my turn, I'm so envious.

2010-04-14T20:29:00.008+08:00

Tell me what i want to hear . Tell me you love me .

12April
Mich accompany me home first. Otw, something fucking gross thing happened, something i will never forget, seriously, thinking back of the thing, hair will stand + blood boil + scary . Bloody hell -.- Aftermath, went tution with mich . After tution, meet Jason for awhile.
13April
run 2.4km. Can die, somemore failed by 48secs ._.
14April
Happy 16th birthday, Valerie hubby ! ♥
Cut hair today, okay lahs, not much difference as shown in above ._. Aftermath, went over to imm and home.
15April
Meet Jason outside school, someone still take cab here, rich horhs! Seriously, i feel like sleeping :x Aftermath, went over wx's house do the banner, slacked. Home .

It's two more days to my birthday . Anyone want come arena, altantis ? 7.30pm-11.30pm . Around this timing. AND , anyone can sponsor me birthday cake ? :x Seriously, not looking forward to this year birthday ._." Somemore, morning got flag day . Kns, birthday still need go flag day.

Tution ! So hardworking right ! And i mean me, not michelle . :B

First time i get so high for chem test, happy die me!

My mother cute horhs ? Chem lesson still take pictures of us. LOL !

Roller-coaster ride around the world, stuck in black and white.

2010-04-11T15:52:00.009+08:00

I fucking swear, i never felt this way for anyone before. I don't even understand why i feel this way for someone like you. It's been half a year and three days, yet this longing, missing and love is still hanging around . You broke my heart and left me vulnerable. This wound seems impossible to heal. If crying can heal everything, i will fucking cry one sea. But it can't . Tears are no longer coming down, but the hurt inside is incredible overwhelming. I can't take it. Sometimes, i wish there is someone for me . Oh, how I wish I'd never touched you. Dare I say that I wish I'd never met you? Having experienced the exquisite taste of you, out of my mind and heart I cannot get you. I really want let go everything and start anew , but i can't do it ... Whatever you do , is deeply etched in my heart . But my mind draws a blank like I'm slowly forgetting you . Deep inside this heart of mine I know I haven't .
I know you guys have been reading the about same thing for bloody half year. I know i have been constantly saying to forget . But i can't , so i give up. 走一步算一步. Life is meaningless for me anyway.

Supposed to meet Jason but he like just wake up ? ._. Stupid pig . Perhaps meeting him for dinner, not sure.
Birthday is coming soon, but i'm not looking forward to it at all. Because i know there will be noone celebrating for me. I'm just celebrating for myself and people come only. And i hate this year birthday, i don't know why .
Uh, bye ? :/

What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

2010-04-10T19:45:00.007+08:00

Hello babies ! (:
Short update, lol . Or someone say my blog die liao :P Celeb Joven's birthday on fri, motherfucking fun can. Smashing cake on Joven's face + powder. Pictures in Valerie's camera. LIKE HAHAHA . Stopping at here :x Going off to meet Jason for dinner now. Byebye ^^
1more week to my birthday ._. I want you back.

Happy belated 18th birthday, Joven loveaffair! ♥
Happy 15th birthday, Jarett !

P.S. Anyone know where got love seeds to pick ?

Cute car right ?

I’ll figure it out. Let change take over.

2010-04-01T16:42:00.008+08:00

Afternoon readers!
Polyclinic wait for a bloody long time, head home . Take things and head over to love's house. (: Aftermath, went over 476 meet wx, mich and hm ! Then eat and home. Currenly waiting serene to come over. Time for idol dramas!

Happy april fool's ! Have much fun pranking people! HAHA , but quite alot plan fail . :x
Happy 16th birthday, Simin !

Heys, i don't care anymore (: Have totally give up on you, yes, still have feelings but the hopes, wants is no longer there. I don't trust you anymore . So Byebye (: Take care ^^

Cause i met the right person at the wrong time .

2010-03-27T18:36:00.006+08:00

Mich act one tall hur !

So long no update le. This whole week almost everyday also jpjp ._.
220310-260310 , in order.

Jp with michelle, wx, hm . They three very boliao, go in xcraft for fun ._." Xiasuay, stupid jh, why must work at there .
Jp with wx and mich. Go in xcraft again -.- Bought mich's stud and went off.
Jp AGAIN , with hm boyf. Aftermath, head over to polyclinic there. Then we two went seperate ways. Went to meet clique for awhile and home.
Polyclinic with wx, wait for damn long. Mich and wx came over to my house then headed to wx's house. Aftermath, went over to safra awhile and home.
Supposes to meet clique, but overslept x.x So changed to tmrw (:

and and and! I miss you so much! ( my real mother ) Faster come back please ): I hate the housework :x I hate dad , his moodswings are so unpredictable and worse without you here. Already 3slaps le. 妈！快点回来！

Give up on me and i'll be grateful to you.
( Click ) & ( Click ) These blogs can laugh till die.
Ending with wx's stitch!

I don’t understand why I can feel this way for you.

2010-03-18T17:55:00.006+08:00

Went out for lunch with serene . Aftermath, bathed and headed over to taman jurong. Awhile at jurongsec there, later walked to wx's house there. Waited for wx then suddenly rmb laptop haven't off, then rushed home so never meet wx. Tmrw rot at home again ? -3-

I wasted five months. I finally figured out while walking in the rain today. I will not let fate decides us. I decided. I G I V E U P . Cause i know even you come back, you will never be the same anymore, a flirter will always be a flirter. A leopard will never change it spots. Your smile will never be for me, your heart will never beat for me, everything of you will never be mine, not now, not in the future, never in the forever. I know it will be hard to forget everything, getting over you. Its nearly impossible, but i will make this possible, even there is 0.00001% . I will . My birthday wish will not be for you ! My heart will always have you, but your not the only. Someone will replaced you somedays. Goodluck to you. Congrats, i am gone from your life. Perhaps, to you, i'm just a friend that can be forgetten. And i want you to be the same for me too. To my friends, if you consider yourself as my friend, don't mention HJL infront of me. I don't want to keep drag this feeling of mine alrdy, i want to let go completly. My happiness will come knocking someday.

A battle i will never win .

2010-03-17T19:42:00.012+08:00

Can i just run away from all these misery ?

FUCK YOU JOVEN UPSIDE DOWN!
-ken, cheer up! Happy also one day, sad also one day. Why don't spent it happily? And don't say me, cause i can't happy qi lai. You relax okay! Where's my mr smiley (:

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Jp with michelle , slacked , puffed. Meet clique for awhile after passing ken's present to him.

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Maths remedial. Aftermath. wx and mich head over to my home. Then sent them off and bought kfc. Real bored.

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Shall rot at home? Also not sure. Ask me out these few days please! I really don't want to stay at home, staring at the screen, thinking about hjl.

Saw your msg, was like omfg, you msged me! Read, really..speechless.
You: Erm . Sorry . I would't be messaging you from now on. ( since when did you msg me? ) Cause i had make a deal with my friend i wouldn't text any girl anymore . Because i want to jio a girl . Sorry . Takecare .

Me: Lol! Nvm ah. Also not first time. Byebye (:

Do you fucking know while i type those few words, how my heart ache? How my tears keep falling down? Its march 17 now, one more month to my birthday. I guess my x'mas wish would'nt come true. It will become my birthday wish . Really, i beg you . Let me off , just what did i owe you in the past. This fucking breakup can haunt me for 5months. I just wanted to numb myself from everything, how to get over you . Can you teach me ? But i think this will be better for us, although this is not i want. But i know one day, when we concidential meet when you have no more girls, you will contact me. I will just let fate decides us and I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS PAIN ASAP. Fuck . Bytheway, goodluck. You must get happiness ok, your happiness is the greatest gift for me. Must smile always ! (':

i wish i felt better, i wish i could let everything out.

P.S. Stop saying "you can tell me your problems / i can be your listening ear " or whatever shit. I apperciate your concern. But bottling up its just me, those feelings i just can't convey in words. And only some people i am willing to talk to, not all i can talk to. Thanks for the kindness anyway.

Tears like diamonds on the floor.

2010-03-15T20:32:00.012+08:00

Goodnight! Orchard with serene. Jurongpoint first. Happy with my shopping loots, like finally got my biker jacket!

I love my ear piercings ttm! ♥

Orchard ion's toilet and etude house.

We are so white! HAHA!

I'm so fat! Time to shed some fats.

Valerie's at my place. But she's asleep, zzz. Which made me so sian, i am so going to shake her till she awake.

This feeling is terrible. It's like you feel like puking but you can't. I wish i could cut myself up cause it seems like too much responsibility to hold everything together. So bottled up inside. You don't know how much impact you have on me. One little thing you do can change my whole day. I've got so much to say, but it feels like its too much to convey,and i seem to be unable to put them into words. And this makes me speechless. Sometimes you get too tired of this world.Ohya, get well soon.

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY KENNETH ! I know you sure wun like the present de . Time to call you, AHGONG!

I guess im just one of your games outdated.

2010-03-11T18:25:00.012+08:00

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After school , cabbed home , take money . Rush to jp with mich to meet wx, hm, valencia. Watched 做人. Aftermath, went xcraft to pierce w' mich & hm. Got my fourth piercing, like finally. Then mich suddenly tou yun then collapsed to floor, i chua tio sia! Carry her to nearest chair, hm,wx,val went off first, rest awhile and head over to staircase . After awhile, grace go off and we two go walk arnd & home.

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Sports day, didnt win, got fourth . Sighs . Supposed to go bowling after that, but didn't so slacked at jp. Around 4plus go off, bathed and find clique. Home arnd 8.
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Rotted at home, audi-ed. Go out meet val & ivan up awhile for puffed and chatted. Eh, ivan. better treat my sister better, macham mia whole day. Now you two okay le, better dont feeling change again , or i will not let you off okay! You two last long lahs (:
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Rotted at home agian, got a new line . Finally unlimited sms! But, who can i msg? Whole day, thinking about you again. Trying my very best not to contact you alr. Sighs, you must be out with your brothers/girls or sleeping bahs? Created a love scrapbook. Muahaha! x.x

Ask me out on march holidays! I don't want to stay at home!

Remember how hard you try to woo me? I thought try try only, but i didn't know i will fall into this deep. Meet you up, agreed to stead with you, & you gave me a peck on the lips and sent me to the bus. Studying at your house , studying with you at the library , you help me copy my hw . So much things. Last meet up before we break, you were sleeping. Your dad let me in, didn't want to wake you up. Your so cute when your sleep . But your dad wake you up, after your dad went out. You went back to sleep again, silly you. I still say i your bolster ah, hug till so tight, you say your my baby lahs, and sleep again. That night, really very happy. Your last kiss, your last hug. Four months after we break up, i get dumped, concidential meet on you at jp, meet up later on, slacked awhile. Talked, you said "maybe you going be my girlfriend again?" I acted like i dont care but deep down in my heart, i was happy like mad. But next day, slowly no contact again. Teling myself , your never coming back, not now, not in the future, never. I know your a flirt, but i still love you deeply like before.

And i realisied posts quite wordy these days, shall change my posting in the next post! (:

Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but I deserve you.

2010-03-10T19:48:00.006+08:00

Beware of words spamming !
School , no sup! (: Cab home, throw bag and change, mich accompany me. Meet wx & hm on 198. Clementi stadium, but then occupied . So went over to bukit gombak stadium, but 6.30 then open so train at the path beside stadium with loves. Home arnd 7plus.
Anw, on 198 tht time, mich was like "behind behind! " I was " Who? -saw jl- Fuck! Why he here!- First reaction; Faster sit down until very low then ' fuck fuck fuck! ' xiasuay + paiseh -Second reaction; turn around, cute ~ :x -Third reaction; thinking back at those memories. -Fourth reaction; xiang kan dan bu yao kan :x And motherfuckingasshole! Hit my head, pain de ok! . And i dont know what the fuck wrong with me, just one hit on the head and your smile can let me umchiu ( idk how spell ) whole day -.- I fall hopelessly in your hands once again -3-
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The pictures of us, at least make me feel better.
Its been 5mths, 5months! Trying my very best to distance from you for these 5months , you give me hopes for two times, & it can totally make my day for tht time but the next day, your crushing me once again. I'm not over you because I don't like you anymore, I'm over you because I've realized that you're never going to want me like I want you. I can't let go, new relationships but they just can't replace yours. Perhaps to you , my feeling were just a joke . My heart, just another game. Yes, i do appear strong and all, but every single momment your still on my mind, constantly reminding me of you. You happily took away my everything ,my heart, my happiness. Crying just to sleep everynight, knowing I shouldn't know you at the first . All the shit you had put me through. I wish you just care, but you will never will. Yes, that time i get dumped, you did comfort me for like 1hr? Thanks for that, but how do i forgive you for what you did to me. I know it's not your fault but did you ever realise what have you done . Perhaps to you i was just a game outdated . In your conception , brothers are more important than girlfriend, i know brothers are imptortant but shouldn't brothers and girlfriend should be place equally. Everyone say to let go of you, get over you. How ?

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-WANXUAN : WALAO!!!!! how can you say my chou shi come out!!!*shy. PUNCH ISSIT! tmrw you die hiahiahiahiahia!!!
you will shy de mehs. LALALA! Bleahs! ^^
-shuyiCHUA:DD : sharon ah ! Your post can dont so emo marh ! Lol ! tag !
Where got emo sia! Haha!

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him

2010-03-09T18:49:00.010+08:00

I'm not over you because I don't like you anymore, I'm over you because I've realized that you're never going to want me like I want you.

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Bugis with serene. Watched, alice in wonderland, was like ; when end sia, faster lehs! Shop arnd, home around 7plus. Serene accompany me home too (:
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School -3- Aftermath, imm with wx, hm & yh. Accompany wx make ez-link. Sushi , puffed , slacked. Home arnd 6.
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Today make ic! Finally like got ic le but then next month then get. After school, went over nearby fuhua slacked till 5plus with wx,mich & wx's friends. Headache + feel like vomit + sleepy. Terrible sia. Bored ttm.

P.S. Its short because i forget what to post x.x

I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.

2010-03-05T20:16:00.008+08:00

Yes, they are my loves, two prettys (: 3yrs friendship & still counting. I love them althought tht wx is always teasing & punching ppl. HAHA! ♥ them to the max.

School. After school, wait for wanxuan at some table with mich, she's pooping gum, and i cant do it!Mich came over my house, wx back home. Arnd, 4.30 went over t jp. Sorry for th wait, wx!Mos burger, take ic photo. Mich went home, wesley came over. Slacked, puffed .Went take ic photo .( i damn don't like th photo! Th auntie damn, pro at niam-ing. Keep ask me choose th pic i got smile de. Zzz. ) Slacked, puffed again . Home. Changed skin, i love this skin ttm! Didnt know will turn out so nice. Cee, stop disturbing my friends now . Mother told me smth, make me laugh till stomach pain. Ytd night, father shout in his sleep this , " Shi hui ah! I want beat you " in chinese. LOL!
-Bye darlings (:

I'm not over you because I don't like you anymore, I'm over you because I've realized that you're never going to want me like I want you.

We don't stop loving someone, we simply learn to live without them.

2010-03-04T18:39:00.003+08:00

School. Aftermath, went over t fuhhua there. Slacked, chatted. Dont know why, tio screen check . Then th officer panadol also dont know. lol ._. Then, went over to hke, slacked. Funny. Suppose to go home but then meet clique for puffs first then went home. Much things happened today, lazy elaborate. Boonling come over. Bye for now (:
Ohya, to the blog copy thingy. I lazy to explain / say / whatever. I dont care, my consience is clear.(: So stop dirtying my tagboard ^^

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

2010-03-03T20:58:00.006+08:00

Lols, michelle's middle finger.
And and! I grow up by 1cm! :D

Lazy to post, but was really fucked up, so ya.
Since you were so nice posting me at your blog, likewise, i being nice posting you at my blog now ^^ There is like so many differences, & you claimed tht i copy you, but why not you copy me? "You didn't have the right of ur blogskin anw" Lex say de, quite true though. I'm shameless, think skinned? Lols, what about yourself? And to Cee's friends except for one, your attidude really xmm -.- Childish, lame & get your facts right before critising. Now even getting into my personal life? Really pro at pulling inrelavant things in, untrue somemore -.- & it's like th standard placing of th things, this also called copy -.- Anw, http://kissbangshake.blogspot.com/ if you wanted to see ya. Cee, my consience is clear (: I did not copied anything from your blog. I know your friends will of course support you, likewise mine too. So, ya. Incase you guys need some defination (:
copy: an imitation, reproduction, or transcript of an original: a imitation of a famous poem that was excatly same.
bitch: a female dog / a female of canines generally.

Even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.

2010-03-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

My legs look so fucking thin in th first pic! I want tht legs!

School
Pepperlunch with loves
Nearby void deck & playground
Swinging with michelle ( FUN! Been so long since i touch th swing )
Truth / Dare with loves,darren & his stead
Went home with mich
Bath, went down meet clique
home around 8plus.

If you guys have been following my twitter, yes. I been discovered by parents tht i smoke, but they didnt caught me red-handed only. Tht night, was fucking need someone to talk to, called but one was busy, one didnt pick up. Give up, talk to stitch, crying my heart out. Poor stitch, all with my tears . So many things happened these few days, i just wish someone will be there for me. I guess, no one will.
TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE! So many views, not a single tag! Better tag! Or im going to ~~fuck you upside down~~
See tht sexy nuffnang ads? CLICK ON IT ! (:
-waves cookies-
-Bye dears (:
i want you back. No, im not going to say tht.

You don't die from a broken heart - you only wish you did.

2010-02-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

you don't even know how much i miss you,

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Skip th school's part.

Left me & mich again.

Mich went over my house,

my stitch(s) webcam with wesley, using mich msn.

HAHAHA! Was funny lahs.

After tht, mich went home.

& i slept , eat & morning ._.

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morning, 3.80 degrees.

parents thought i fake, die die want i go school.

Went school, first period,

FarahLEE (haha!) sent me t office & find mrchua.

cant go home then go sickbay lo.

sleep for th whole school time at sickbay, shuang ok!

*winks at michelle :B

After school wanted go see doc , but then never go in th end.

Due to lazyness .

I die die also dont want eat medicine ._.

Then kena scold by clique , I VERY CHILD MEHS!

Only dont want th bitter feelings mahs ):

I jiu shi dont want eat lehs! Die also dont want!

-do monkey face-

Anw, this is funny! You guys should watch this.

http://klik.tv/benglove.

can you care for me? Just this once.

See tht sexy nuffnang ads? CLICK ON IT ! (:
-waves cookies-

Bottled up inside are the words i never said the feelings that i hide the the lines you've never read

2010-02-22T17:55:00.000+08:00

When one door closes, another opens;

but we often look so long and so regretfully

upon the closed door that we do not see

the one which has opened for us.
i will wait for th open door.

School as normal, long day at school.

after school, mich went over t my house.

suppose t meet th two huimin but time cant

then never meet le , at my house awhile

& sent her t bus stop cause it raining.

been months since i touch th umbrella ._.

My whole leg is wet !

Michelle ;

See your daughter is so xiao sun!

Must love your daughter more lahs! Haha!

Ivan ;

I purposely write your name.

I finally understand why you dont want to open relationship,

not because of the reasons you gave, is because you treat me as a fling

while i treat you as my everything.

Seriously, i dont know when you together with th Shanel is when.

before we break or after .

No long pinning any hopes on you, your just a bastard.

I thought its was my fault tht causes us break.

NO ! Its was you, treated me as ur fling , steading directly after we break/when we havent break.

Fed up, i will forget you! The worst breakup i alr have go through, this one minor lahs!

Haha!

I will stay strong (':

not letting any tears falling down.

Joven;

I got post th sentosa trip lahs!

Go see th older post !

Love you lahs, my "sister" :B

-Bye darlings.

Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours

2010-02-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

You say i still like my ex ,

what about you?

You like th Shanel when you are in a relationship, & you just know her right?

Seriously, i dont care anymore

& i dont know how to trust you anymore.

I guess tht time we break for th first time, you say de things all is lies ?

i give up.

no point holding on, when ur heart is with her.

You were once mine, no twice.

& i love you twice.

Im sastified for this (':

im not going t cry, im going t stay strong.

im not going t be so clingly anymore.

i know you will carry on perfectly fine without me, but i cant.

Yes, i do miss ur embrace, i do miss ur cuddle , & ur everythings.

But i will get used to it,

time heals everything, isnt it? (':

My iloveyou doesnt belong to you anymore,

you said ily is idoit like you.

Yes, im th world biggest idoit to like you ._.

but no longer now .

You said im childish, wht abt urself?

yesh, ur 20 but so what? Age doesnt matter at all when your truly love each other.

I guess you dont love me at all, how can someone have a change of heart so quickly?
mayb we are just not meant to be.

Goodluck on ur relationship.

This is really goodbye (':

P.S. Be honoured! This post dedicated to you eh! :p

Sentosa .

2010-02-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

Beware of picture spamming (:
sentosa was fun, but must see who are you going with.
fuck bored there -.-

th tram, nice colours.

Casino there. Land of dreams.

th magician . Pro right? He do th fork magic.

alone at th beach -3-

im staying at here (:

Before swim ; After swim .

HAHAHAHA!

This bell scared me ._. suddenly ring.

Song Of The Sea .

Creepy right .

Water fountain at waterfront.

Sex On The Beach, haha! Wanted t try but cant ):

nice ambience, no wonder 2 ice lemon tea, 1 ice lychee tea, & two heinken costs $48.91 ._.

@ th Palio's

I dont like th baby octupus though, mostly was only vegies.

Tiramisu was excellent! Love it ttm.

Exp not?

Saw xiaxue at Palio's .

was like ohmygod lahs.

Haha!

nothing t talk about.

see picture can le, somemore mostly parents jiu shi gamble gamble gamble.

i jiu shi swim/ watch tv / play acade/ eat / sleep .

Sibei fed up with dad.

He go through camera.

then got one accidental blur picture of me,

then behind me got one guy.

my hand was sort of like holding hands with him.

but th guy hand was in pcoket if zoom in can see,

HE FUCKING DIDNT ZOOM IN & SEE CLEARLY

AND FUCKING GIVE ME ONE TIGHT SLAP.

CHIBYE, I MACHAM DULAN, SHOUT AT HIM.

THEN HE SLAP ME AGAIN.

After i zoom in for him see, he never APLOGISE,

STILL FUCKING SCOLD ME.

FUCKING DAD.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!!!

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The eyes start love, intimacy perfects it.

2010-02-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

只样的爱，我不知道该这么继续

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insertmanyhearts (:

today de lessons past by quickly o.o

after school, went jp with michelle.

slacked,puffed, wes came over for awhile.

Went around jp.

supposed to go relative's house but didnt go in th end.

no hongbao(s) :(

Home.

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Went jp with michelle .

huimin came over after tht.

im in love with andeason's icecream!

slacked, walk walk.

then sit at talisman outside.

talked, then after a while got one guy came over say want hm's number ._.

aiseh! Ytd mich, today hm. Chiobuu!

one guy become three guys ._."

lols, wanted puffed, but they kena catched by NEA or whtever, heard from hm.

Suay lo :B

one want hm, then later another want mich one ar? HAHA!

fucking bored at homeee.

boonling coming over later (:

Saw a grandpa & a small kid on th way home,

th small kid step down from th school bus, th grandpa jiu immeditaly give him one kiss.

Sighs, so fortunate .

Ahgong, you happy up there?

I rmb i small tht time, everytime my dad drunk & hit me,

your always protected me & hit him back instead.

Why aren't you here now?

Must be happy up there oh.

Best concedelences. ( i dont know how spell x.x )

time to shed some fats, & train for sports day.

anyone want t accompany me t exercise? :p