Time flies.

Time really flies. The previous post was like six months ago, and we're just two months away from 2014.

My blog is totally dead. Just posting up random pictures since the last time I update my blog.

Sad to say, my life has been pretty boring.

Been pretty down lately, there's too much drama in my life right now. And I hate drama.

I pretty much hate myself. My self-confidence had walked out on me. I've caused all these misery upon myself, and I don't know how to deal with all these shits. 

I can't believe how people could treat you like shit, when you treat them as your friends. I finally realised how fake can people be. I hate how fuck up is this society is.

  

Michelle's 18th.

Wanxuan's 18th.

I hope I can just sleep forever, or wake up one day and all the troubles magically disappear.

I'm not even sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I want a restart button, I want to rewind time back badly. But there's no such thing like a time machine or whatever, I only could deal with all these shits. Deep down, I know I'm a bitch. I'm slowly realising that I'm slowly becoming the type of girl I don't want to be. Everyday, I'm just trying to escape from the hard cold truth. I regret what I've done, but there's no turning back to fix things right again.

Nobody understands what I'm going through, what I'm feeling. I don't even understand myself. I'm a mess inside, I'm screaming inside. I don't know what the hell to do.

I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights. Just me, alone.

Finally legal.

I turned eighteen yesterday. Finally, I'm legal. Three different celebrations with my friends, thanks for celebrating my birthday. And, thanks to everyone who wish me. 

15th April - Advance birthday celebration with my ladies. 

Thank you, Josephine and Hui Min.

Had mookata steamboat at Golden Mile, the food is awesome and the price is very reasonable. Highly recommend. Their rice is the nicest rice I've ever ate, definitely one of the best steamboat I've ever had.  But you might have a hard time communicating with the servers there, they are Thai and only understand simple English.

After dinner, we went to Clark Quay for some drinking session. We ordered one jug of Margarita at Cafe Iguna just to chill and talk. You know, girls night out!

The rose tequila and the chocolate shots ( i've no idea what's that called ) are treated by the manager. The rose tequila is pretty soothing, the alcohol level is pretty low and it's smell nice. I dislike the chocolate shots though, but huimin like it. It's too sweet for my liking. And the liquor is strong.

16th April- Celebrating my birthday with my parents.

Just a simple outfit to go around and shop for my presents with my mum! We went out and shop for my presents for around one hour and head off home for dinner. My precious mum cooked all my favorite dishes that night! Sadly, I didn't take any pictures of the dishes except for the must-have birthday "mian xian". I was too busy gulping down the food and completely forgotten about taking pictures. I just love my mum's cooking.

Picture-taking time with my mum.

Why she so cute! Pardon my "home look".

17th April- I'm 18!

Sakura Buffet w' Lester, JingWei, Wanxuan and YeeSeng. Thanks!

Outfit for my birthday.

The guys flexing their muscles.

After dinner, Lester and JingWei went off and we went to parklane for drinking session.

Went over to Cathay to play pool since the others haven't reach yet.

Shortly, the others arrived and we went over to Life of Liquor.

Didn't take any pictures with Michelle, Jason and Xiao pang due to the time that they arrived, I was already about to die from the huge amount of liquor I drunk. Ya, I got a massive hangover this morning. I probably wouldn't touch alcohol for at least a month.

Thank you to Wanxuan, YeeSeng, Michelle, Jason, Xiaopang, Ah Han, Weizhong and my dearest boyfriend for coming down to LoL even though some of you have school/work the next day.

Thank you for all the gifts.

Thank you, all of you for coming down! 

♥ ♥ ♥