I can't let go.

Dad is like constatntly reminding me again -.-
Oh god .
Quarell with mum just now,
wht the fuck, go pull my hair.
later hair loss -.-
Results, like going drop like that.
Family,Studies,Love,Money
All dropping down on me..
im fucking going crazyy already.
Tsk, 5 days, no msg/no calls.
Money please appears! need buy top up card!

This song describes mee. (':
Its almost th same.

Goodbye my loveeee. My one & only, its impossible to get back to th way we are.
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HJL, i miss you alot..
i cant let go,
forcing myself to forget you, but i jus cant.
why..why am i so useless.
First time, i wanted a guy back so much..first time..
& i dunno why, every morning, i wish that i wake up, i will receive a msg from you ;
"Can i call you baby again? Can we patch back? I love you." Something like that de msg .
Stupid right, i know ._."
Just why do you do this to me!
You come and disturb up my whole life, and i am th one in pain..not you.
UNFAIR!
You said because we didnt meet, didnt msg then feeling fade den break.
WHO IS TH ONE PHONE NO MONEY, WHO IS TH ONE THAT NEED TO GO PEI BROTHERS , NO NEED PEI GIRLF . Who..WHO!?
ITS ALL UR FAULT, not mine..why am im th one who suffers? ITS NOT FAIR! NOT FAIR NOT FAIR NOT FAIR NOT FAIR NOT FAIR!
HJL, YOU SUCKS! but why did i love you so much?
You happy i happy(':
-sighs-
Baby, i know you see this, mood cfm jitao -erhm- but i dun mean anything lahs . & its th truth, i cant let go him.

Everyone is having their love life, so sweet , so happy . Andrew , WeiKiat ,Valerie, SiHui , Aaron ,Desmond , Jason , Michel . Everyone..last long.. (': Why am i th one..