Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream

This post going to be so wordy @.@
HJL , today 1 month since we break up.
Ya, since you got someone you like & its been one month,
i give up.
think alot alot alot , then 3plus am cai sleep -.-
den 3.26pm cai wake up , im so pro.
Those memories seems so real but they are all just lies.
those ilys , those imys , those kisses , those hugs , those ..
everything between us was just a lie from th start.
its just a show isnt it?
its just a game for you isnt it? im jus one of ur fling in one of your games isnt it?
today will be th last day that i will cry for you , not going to waste my tears on you , stupid bastard.
Your just a worthless WORM ( hahas) , not worth my love , not worth my tears, not worth my anything .
Gan stead? I DUN FREAK CARE ABT THAT!
zzz. I GIVE UP , i no longer love you .
i no longer pinning my hope that you will ask me for patch someday.
you got someone you like?
har? I wish that she will agree to stead with you , & when your madly in love with her , she dumped you . WOW! That will be damn great .
ohmygod .. im so evil ):
IM SO GOING TO FORGET THOSE FAKE MEMORIES , ALL UR STUPID PROMISES & ALL UR FUCKING LIES! I HATE YOU, Stupid worm!
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Webcam-ed with terrence ytd night , he make my day :D
& first time see before got guy at home also weaaring contact lens , somemore its red.
vampireeeeeeeeeee.