I don’t understand why I can feel this way for you.

Went out for lunch with serene . Aftermath, bathed and headed over to taman jurong. Awhile at jurongsec there, later walked to wx's house there. Waited for wx then suddenly rmb laptop haven't off, then rushed home so never meet wx. Tmrw rot at home again ? -3-

I wasted five months. I finally figured out while walking in the rain today. I will not let fate decides us. I decided. I G I V E U P . Cause i know even you come back, you will never be the same anymore, a flirter will always be a flirter. A leopard will never change it spots. Your smile will never be for me, your heart will never beat for me, everything of you will never be mine, not now, not in the future, never in the forever. I know it will be hard to forget everything, getting over you. Its nearly impossible, but i will make this possible, even there is 0.00001% . I will . My birthday wish will not be for you ! My heart will always have you, but your not the only. Someone will replaced you somedays. Goodluck to you. Congrats, i am gone from your life. Perhaps, to you, i'm just a friend that can be forgetten. And i want you to be the same for me too. To my friends, if you consider yourself as my friend, don't mention HJL infront of me. I don't want to keep drag this feeling of mine alrdy, i want to let go completly. My happiness will come knocking someday.